Lenten Reflection on Judgment - Matthew 7:1-5
It is probably one of the most painful parts of my mental health history, and it is an area that when we talk about bitterness and forgiveness in a few weeks, I need to work on. I was a fifth year senior at Methodist College. I had entered Methodist on my track to be an ordained Methodist minister. However, in the midst of a battle with bi-polar disorder as I struggled with depression and the desire to take my own life, I walked away from the ministry, thinking that might solve all my problems. It didn’t. I found that the only time that I had any peace, the only time I wasn’t thinking about cutting into my wrists, was when I was working at La Petite Academy during the summer and Faith Wesleyan Daycare during the school year—anytime I was working with children, my heart and mind became focused in on them and not on myself and the darkness. I had changed my major at Methodist from Religion to Elementary Education, but I began to conside...