Don’t Hold On, Move On! - John 20:1-18
Jesus said to her, “Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet
ascended to the Father. But go to my
brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my
God and your God.’”
I had to have been in middle school. We went to the lake as usual for the
weekend. For some reason we weren’t
doing my favorite activity at Kerr Lake—crappie fishing—we were doing my
cousin’s favorite lake pastime….water skiing.
Almost everyone on my dad’s side of the family skied. My dad, my aunts and uncles, my cousins, and
even my grandmother (and if it wasn’t for his bad knee, my grandfather would
have skied—he drove the boat to pull all the others). I finally decided, after much encouragement
from everyone, to give it a try. With my
life jacket on, I eased into the lake, worked the skis onto my feet, grab hold
of the rope, and told them to go. I wish
I could tell you from the moment the boat began to pull away that I was a
natural. I wish I could tell you that
Sea World contacted me about joining their ski team. However, I can’t truthfully tell you any of
that. I can tell you that the boat
started up, began pulling, and I didn’t even come up out of the water, I came
completely out of my skis…and of all things, I refused to let go of the
rope. I held on for dear life, and in
the process must have strained half of Kerr Lake through my teeth.
How often do we hold on to things we need to let go of?
One of the things that we most often hold on to that we need to
let go of is the past. Maybe we want
things to be the way they always have been.
We have been happy with how things have been and we want them to stay
that way. Maybe we are afraid of what
the future might hold, that we possibly might find ourselves lost. We are uncertain if we can handle anything
different. Maybe we are afraid of losing
a connection to what has been so good to us before.
These may have been the reason for how things played out in our
Scripture reading this Easter morning.
Mary has gone to the tomb. She
wanted to spend time with Jesus. She
knew he wasn’t alive. She just wanted to
be near him. Maybe it would seem like it
used to be. She still remembered how He
had freed her from her life of bondage to the demons that had possessed
her. Mary knew that Joseph of Arimathea
and Nicodemus had laid Jesus in the tomb in this garden, so the first chance
she had, she stole away to the tomb. Yet
when she arrived, her hopes of getting to be near Jesus, of things being the
way they were before, were dashed to the ground. The stone was rolled away from the entrance
of the tomb. She had run back and told
Peter and the unnamed disciple. She ran
with them back to the tomb and watched as they had gone in…not only was the
stone moved, Jesus was gone.
The men left, but she did not want to move, she did not want to
leave. This is the last place Jesus had
been. If she held on to this place, she,
in some sense, could hold on to Jesus.
Suddenly, through her tears, Mary made out two figures who asked her why
she was crying…she told them that someone had taken Jesus away. Finally, as she held so tightly to the belief
that the one she loved so deeply was dead, she turned and saw another man. Was it her tears, a change in his appearance,
or her tight hold on the fact that Jesus was dead that blinded her to his
appearance? We don’t know, we just know
that she thought he was a gardener and questioned him about where Jesus might
be.
Suddenly Mary’s tight grip on reality was completely shaken. The man spoke her name, “Mary!” She knew that call. It was the name that called her out of years
of demonic torment into a new life of discipleship. It was him!
It was Jesus! He was back. Things could go back to the way they had always
been. She fell at his feet and grabbed
hold of his ankles. She would never let
go of him again. She would never let him
out of her sight. She would hold on to
him and follow him wherever he went.
The next words that Jesus spoke to her had to have cut into her
like a knife. “Do not hold on to me,
because I have not yet ascended to the Father.”
“Do not hold on to me…” In those
words Jesus told her what she did not want to hear. Things were not going to be the same…things
had changed…and He was not going to stay in that garden with her. Jesus, in a sense, was saying “the past is
the past, and we are not there anymore.”
However, Jesus did not just stop and telling Mary not to hold on
to Him. Jesus told her what she needed
to do. “Do not hold on to me, because I
have not yet ascended to the Father. But
go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your
Father, to my God and your God.’” Jesus
was telling Mary it is not time to hold on, but it is time to move on. “Don’t hold on to me…But go….”
In a sense, my brothers and sisters, that is what the Resurrection
says to all of us. The past is behind us
and we have to let go of it and move on to the future. We cannot hold on to the way things always
have been…Jesus comes into our lives and changes things. Jesus pulls us out of the past into His plans
for the future. He says, “do not hold
on, but go…things are never going to be the same.” What we are missing in this passage is what
goes with his ascension. Earlier in
John’s Gospel, Jesus had promised His disciples that He had to return to the
Father, but when He did, He would send the Holy Spirit to them, and through the
Spirit’s guidance, they would remember all that He had taught them, and they
would continue the ministry they had begun with Jesus. In fact, Jesus said, once the Spirit has been
poured out, now only will you do all that we have done together, you will do
even greater things.
Jesus is telling Mary, let go of the past…and move on to a
glorious future that is in store for you, the disciples, and the world.
My friends, what of our past are we holding on to…
Sometimes we are just holding on to wanting things to be the way
they always have been…we are like Mary, we just want things to stay the
same…the past, the old ways, they were good…they feel comfortable…and we want
to feel comfortable…to change means to risk being uncomfortable.
Sometimes the part of our past (and present) that we hold on to
are not so good, but we are afraid to let go.
We hold onto addictions for fear of the pain, loneliness, or
emptiness that might fill us if we try to release them.
We hold onto grudges and bitterness, because we are afraid that we
will be seen as weak if we forgive.
We hold on to abusive relationships because it may be all that we
know, because we think we deserve the abuse, because we are afraid we might not
make it, or we are afraid that we will end up alone.
We hold on to failure and are afraid to try to take on any project
or task, because we are certain that we can’t do it.
We hold on to disabilities and use them as an excuse as to why we
cannot do anything or why we are mad at the world.
But the resurrection of Jesus comes and tells us to let go of the
past, let go of all the aches and pains, let go of all the fears and failures,
let go of all the excuses, and even let go of the good things, and move on into
an amazing future that is beyond anything we can ever imagine. Jesus says to each of us I know that the past
has contained both happiness and sorrow, and we hold on to some of it all, but
it is time to let go and enter the joy of the Resurrection, enter a future that
will change our lives forever, because Jesus has ascended to the Father, poured
out His Spirit, and offered us a future that, truthfully, is a brand new
beginning and true life.
In the Name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy
Spirit. Amen.
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